hello everyone.... wow it's been a while since i upgrade my xanga. I guess there's nothing really 2 say or 2 write. All i can talk is write about my stupid boring life. Well anyways last week was my b-day (jan.5) and i'm turning 14 years old. It was boring though i didn't. But at least we went 2 eat dinner and that's it.Well i guess there's nothing else 2 say, well g2g now. c ya....

~mhaly~

        HELLO...............................

Hey it's ben a while since i upgrated my xanga, srry i wasn't really in the mood 2 write, and have so many problem. Well anyways here's a story....

         This pat week, i haven't ben myself. Some ppl say that i look sad, but wen i ever i look at myself, i c myself smiling, y is that. I'm afriad, wat i'll do next, i've already hurt myself, i can't imagine wat i'll do next. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i'm going crazy here. Well i g2g now, have 2 do something, i'll write more about it... bye bye

hey!!

    i'm so boed right now!! i wanna do something fun. Well anyways it's almost scholl day, and i'm not ready 2 go back 2 school. My summer has been so boring.. and so bad i wanna die.. I wish i was back at the philippines right now. I don't wanna stay here anylonger.. I just wanna get away from poeple.. I'm tired of some poeple talking shit about me. I don't even knoe why, i don't even remember doing something bad to them. Sometimes i ask myself y am I even bord. I wish i was dead...Everynight when everyone is asleep i go 2 my room and cry all day. Everyone doesn't even knoe that i cry everynight. I have lots of problem, but my family doesn't even knoe... I keep all my problem 2 myself. I don't really like 2 tell anybody. But keeping my problem 2 myself is making me suffer 2 much. It hurt.. I wish, i wasn't bord. Maybe it's better. I wanna gat away from poeple 4 a while. Since i got here in america, people were talking shit about me. I try to make myself happy at school and everywhere, so people won't ask me wat's wrong. I maybe look happy, but deep inside me, i'm not.... I wanna make myself happy, but something always came up... I try not to think of any of those bad thing that happened to me... but no matter how much i try, i can't make myself happy. I wanna go somewhere, and think and just wanna be alone 4 while..

  soooo kool!!!